Yay thunderstorms

So, power's been out, my cats don't like thunder, and for whatever goddamed reason I can't get below 242 and stay there....
Jesus I'm hitting a wall.

re-group time... i just don't know how to or what to do next. I'm going to play calorie counting soon, and just grab a big ass tupperwear container, day one food in there, day two food in the next.. then I can't deviate... It's not like I've been deviating tones... I've just been forgetting to eat the veg. I'm just not hungry. And I keep thinking back to the days of pain.

Anyone know a good cleanse? I don't really wanna do one of those starve yourself things... I just want to clear out my system and start fresh. Maybe I'll hit up a health store this week.

I'm also trying not to get sick, and starting my second job today. To vitamin C, and a little extra rest. I'm sure I'll be fine. And gargle salt water... since at this point I can feel it in my throat.
I clocked myself.. 1 39 mins to comfortable walk 5K, and 4 weeks to bring that down. Maybe I'll stop looking at the scale for four weeks and just look at my time; either way though, I'm feeling obsessed with numbers.