Garbage is a nice way of putting it

So today, it's like a hangover mixed with pms. I'm gassy, bloated, and have raging heart burn. I'm blaming the lousy cookies. I know I get like this, I do. I know when I eat excessively bad I feel like garbage. And yet, it's barely enough to motivate me to stop. Kinda sad huh? Also today, tired as all heck, and cranky too. A few issues at work and a cranky customer didn't help matters at all. And a few drunk texts gave me a wake up at 1:30 am. Couldn't fall back asleep, so, that's really not helping. I'm gonna be at work forever and a half tonight. Gar... I added some chicken and an egg to breakfast, putting me at about 1000 cals for the day, provided I eat what I brought to work for lunch... I feel like such a pile of mushy, gelatenous, bloated unhappy, I don't know that I want to eat. I always hate bloogging like this. Makes me feel like some self indulgent teenager. Blah, Blah, Blah, whine, whine, whine. I don't mean to be like this... I'm just playing the self pitty I feel like ick game. Gah. Tomorrow, happier... Promise Cheers D