Alright, so... with my period.. yes I'm sharing because I'm tempted to believe that I've lost more weight than the scale is saying.. I'm 213lbs even. I want to believe that's more because that's only 4.5lbs gone in 21 days.

March 4:
Chest 44.5 (-1)
Arms 14 (-.25)
Thigh 26 (no change... grrr)
Calf 18 (no change... grrr)
Wast 39 (-2)
Hips 47 (-2)

Today Measurements
Chest 44 (-.5)
waste 38.25 (-.75)
hips 46 (-1)
thighs 25 (-1)
calf 17.25 (-.75)
arm 14 (-.25)

So... down 4.25 inches... and... at least 4.5 lbs okay, I know it's a loss, but I'm so not happy. And while.. okay, it's probably not the best thing to be jumping on the scale 2 times a day... not jumping on the scale once a day, just made me afraid to go on it today. So where's the happy medium. And fears justified.
screw it... going one ... in the morning... as I want... no more than once a day...

also... no diet goals this 21... I've been a little bummed out the last little while... over tired and counting down my days till vaca... (i fly out in 5 btw)... so... my goals for this 21 stretch are to do something kind for myself every day.
I read a book... "when you eat at the refrigerator pull up a chair" I recommend it to anyone who has feeling fat days. I am doing one thing out of her book every day. Maybe it will help recharge me.
grr
love you all
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